A lot has happened since I have been here the last time.
I moved into another city due to serious personal problems, mostly crushing differences between what I wanted to do and what I was actually doing.
I have broken off my studies concerning chemistry, which were pretty ensuring regarding financial security and job probability. Since winter 2012 I am studying art history and fine arts, nobody from my environment or familiy could really comprehend why I would swap a pretty bright looking future for something, which is as much derided as the science of art.
But I don't care. I have to.
Also, my style changed due to therapy which I'm undergoing. I'm much more focused on the essence, on the little core, which holds the largest amount of truth in us. And I have the feeling that I could not explore and expose this quintessence with naturalistic means.
The last two years have been rough, so are my pictures, so am I.